The Great Beauty of the Unknown

Today I started the day with meditation in the craft room – just for the sake of a new environment. What I discovered about my mission was this: I know you’ll understand, Sitarra. Your mind is flowing with ideas and you comprehend incredibly well. I will raise you to love humanity, this planet, and your…

We are Gifts from the Universe to Each Other

November 26, 2015 My Dear Gift, Today is Thanksgiving. I am most thankful for you. Before finding out I was pregnant, I thought for a few fleeting moments every so often, that I, or your father, were unable to have children. You are a valuable gift. You are an enlightenment. I’m at seven months and…

Make the Memories you Want & Cleanse your Spirit Often

November 7, 2015 My Future Child, One day you won’t be a child anymore. I both love and dislike the thought. I want you to truly enjoy this life, every second, every memory. That’s all we’ll have when we leave this life. I hope I give you great ones. When you’re an adult, you’ll have…

An Omen of your Power

November 4, 2015 My little love, I hope you’re warm in there. The skin on my tummy doesn’t register the cold as well, so I hope you’re comfy and I’ll begin taking better care of my belly. Recently I’ve experienced more thunder and lightning storms. While I’ve been pregnant with you, the lightning has been…

My First Words to Sitarra

October 31, 2015 My dearest baby, There is so much I wish to say to you. So much I want to teach you. As you grow within me; as your birth draws nearer, I become increasingly more nervous. Will I be a good mom? Will you grow to truly love me? Am I capable of…

A Magical Journey Begins

I began writing letters to Sitarra a few months before her birth. I knew that one day I’d show them to her so she could expand the wisdom of her very life and see events unfold through my eyes. They begin before I knew she had a genetic mutation; before I knew my baby would…